Saturday, March 29, 2008

Little Did I know

Four years ago, I took my first step into the life of high school. Little did I know the little and big things in store for me. Little did I know how amazing, beautiful and amusing people I'd meet. Little did I know the easy and demanding lessons I'd learn. Little did I know I'd learn the hard way. Little did I know how much I'd grow and let go. Little did I know the new, strange emotions I'd feel.Little did I know I'd make many many wonderful memories, memories I'd still laugh about even when my hair is grey. Little did I know that in high school, I'd experience the best times of my life.



Now, four years later, I take my final step, marking the end of these carefree days. The rollercoaster is over and done. Every spin, twirl, thrill and smooth-sailings were fun, but I'm ready to put a period on this story.


I am going to start a new one.. going to embark on a different kind of ride.



To my high school friends, its been pleasurable spending every single day with you. Your presence made the ride worthwhile.

To my high school teachers, those four years of classroom lectures are like my educational savings box. I'm sure they will be put to good use in College.

To Mama and Papa, living alone with you was a whole new experience, an experiencethat definitely brought me closer to you. Despite your sterness and KJ-ness, you are cool parents after all. Labyu.

To my alma mater, you are my second home. I spent 13 years of my life in your four corners and I'd have to say, those 13 years were incredible. I learned, loved and lived with you.

To my Father God, everything, every single thing, I owe it all to You. Through this rollercoaster ride, I'd look beside me and always found You there.

Thanks ya'll. Mwah mwah mwah! [sus, drama. LOL]

Saturday, March 22, 2008

A Story



Last month, I went to a retreat together with my classmates [I've mentioned it in my past posts] . In the dining hall of our retreat house, there was a framed portrait in which a story was printed. Some force somehow pulled my eyes to read what was printed on it. Thanks a lot to that force! What I read was surely an enlightenment to what I was feeling at that moment. I was still upset about not going to UP Diliman at that time, and I went to retreat with a heavy heart.
But that framed square-shaped portrait was a blessing. Perhaps, God's way of reminding me of His will and plan for me. He really moves in mysterious ways! Imagine? He used that plain portrait to talk to me. It just shows that even the littlest things, or what we consider the most unimportant people, can be used by God as instruments. [the picture on your right is the actual portrait. :)]

Here is the actual story printed on it. Read and be blessed just as I was blessed. :]
[its the long version though, but trust me, its worth the read.]

Three Trees

Once upon a mountain top, three little trees stood and dreamed of what they wanted to become when they grew up.The first little tree looked up at the stars and said: "I want to hold treasure. I want to be covered with gold and filled with precious stones. I'll be the most beautiful treasure chest in the world!" The second little tree looked out at the small stream trickling by on it's way to the ocean."I want to be traveling mighty waters and carrying powerful kings.I'll be the strongest ship in the world!" The third little tree looked down into the valley below where busy men and women worked in a busy town."I don't want to leave the mountain top at all. I want to grow so tall that when people stop to look at me, they'll raise their eyes to heaven and think of God. I will be the tallest tree in the world."

Years passed. The rain came, the sun shone, and the little trees grew tall. One day three woodcutters climbed the mountain.The first woodcutter looked at the first tree and said,
"This tree is beautiful. It is perfect for me."With a swoop of his shining axe, the first tree fell. Now I shall be made into a beautiful chest,I shall hold wonderful treasure!" The first tree said.
The second woodcutter looked at the second tree and said, "This tree is strong. It is perfect for me." With a swoop of his shining axe, the second tree fell."Now I shall sail mighty waters!" thought the second tree. "I shall be a strong ship for mighty kings!"

The third tree felt her heart sink when the last woodcutter looked her way. She stood straight and tall and pointed bravely to heaven. But the woodcutter never even looked up. "Any kind of tree will do for me."He muttered. With a swoop of his shining axe, the third tree fell.The first tree rejoiced when the woodcutter brought her to a carpenter's shop. But the carpenter fashioned the tree into a feedbox for animals.The once beautiful tree was not covered with gold, nor with treasure. She was coated with saw dust and filled with hay for hungry farm animals.

The second tree smiled when the woodcutter took her to a shipyard, but no mighty sailing ship was made that day. Instead, the once strong tree was hammered and sawed into a simple fishing boat. She was too small and too weak to sail to an ocean, or even a river; instead she was taken to a little lake.

The third tree was confused when the woodcutter cut her into strong beams and left her in a lumberyard. "What happened?" The once tall tree wondered. "All I ever wanted was to stay on the mountain top and point to God..."Many many days and night passed. The three trees nearly forgot their dreams.

But one night, golden starlight poured over the first tree as a young woman placed her newborn baby in the feedbox."I wish I could make a cradle for him." her husband whispered. The mother squeezed his hand and smiled as the starlight shone on the smooth and the sturdy wood. "This manger is beautiful" she said. And suddenly the first tree knew he was holding the greatest treasure in the world.

One evening a tired traveler and his friends crowded into the old fishing boat.The traveler fell asleep as the second tree quietly sailed out into the lake.Soon a thundering and thrashing storm arose. The little tree shuddered. She knew she did not have the strength to carry so many passengers safely through with the wind and the rain.The tired man awakened. He stood up, stretched out his hand, and said, "Peace." The storm stopped as quickly as it had begun. And suddenly the second tree knew he was carrying the King of heaven and earth.

One Friday morning, the third tree was startled when her beamwas yanked from the forgotten woodpile. She flinched as she was carried through an angry jeering crowd. She shuddered when soldiers nailed a man's hands to her. She felt ugly and harsh and cruel.

But on Sunday morning, when the sun rose and the earth trembledwith joy beneath her, the third tree knew that God's love had changed everything. It had made the third tree strong. And every time people thought of the third tree, they would think of God. That was better than being the tallest tree in the world.


So next time you feel down because you didn't get what you wanted, just sit tight and be happy because God is thinking of something better to give you ....


Have a blessed Easter!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

I'm over it!

Yaaaay! I am over my appearing and disappearing act. I am.. freakin' officiallly back! Yeah, beybeh! *applause applause*



Now that I am back there are sooo many things in line for me to blab about. But since I dont wanna bore my readers, I made up my mind that I'll just save them for the later days when I desperately don't have a topic to blog about. Hey, I'm not the kind of blogger who whines and rants about how cruel life is. I'm a cool blogger. [wuuut? LOL]

I bet I sound very hyper today. I dont know, but I am. Maybe because I just ate corn flakes or something.. Or maybe, it's because I am now wearing in my mouth [and for the next 2 years].. BRACES! [No, no. I wont post a picture of my braces here. Since I had 'em on, I haven't had a decent, cute picture. My smile looks awful! >:c ]

Yes, lads and gents, I am now a BRACEFACE, a METALMOUTH, a BETTY LA FEA [especially when I wear glasses] , whatever you look call it. It's a whole new experience for me, and so far.. ahmm.. I'm definitely experiencing the downside of it. I haven't eaten real food for the past four days and I keep on showering saliva when I speak, but as I've said, It is a whooole new experience. I'm starting college in two months and I don't mind having that new look. :)

And speaking of college, I just want to tell you that I am so ready for it! Im graduating this 26th of March. The sadness and reluctance to leave high school is over. I'm ready to leave high school, but not that enthusiastic to leave the people. I'll miss surely miss 'em but Im looking forward to meeting new folks in UP Visayas.


Oh? Haven't I told you guys about my college school? Well, Yeah.. I am going to UP Visayas particularly in Miag-ao. I know, I know. I really wanted to go to Diliman but God has other plans for moi. I cried about it of course but acceptance spells peace. It's still UP right? And besides, Im going to make sunog my kilay so that I'll get enough grades to transfer to Diliman when Im on my second year. :D As of now, I will be enjoying the serenity in UP Miag-ao since it's situated in the mountains. See? Away from temptations. That's more like it.


Anyway, I might be boring you now, so my updates end here.


Ooooh. Before I forget..have you noticed my new layout? I designed everything myself! The banner, the code, every single thing [pride pride pride]. It's a work of a Photoshop amateur so please excuse the imperfections. ^-^ I've updated the side bar and added songs I'm liking at the moment. Im not quite sure why the theme of it is tattered, torn paper. When my creative juices flow, they are unpredictable. I did this sponatenously.Whatever comes into my mind then.. that is it! Hahaha! This new layout is a sure sign that I am now going to blog on regular basis [i hope so]. Give me constructive comments on my new blog layout if you like.They will surely make me a better Photoshopper. Tata!